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ChaosAttraker

Sick of it all.
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Artist // Student // Varied
  • Dec 5
  • Oman
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Technically, I consider myself bipolar. I'd be really happy for some time, and then I'd break down, and everything would fall.

My dream is to become an animator; I want to put my thoughts in motion. Art is a passion, but I don't know where to go with it.

I am in High School, so I'm still experimenting with style and programs. My constant improvements sometimes feel like constant failures, but I'm getting there. Slowly but surely.

Favourite Visual Artist
Alphonse Mucha
Favourite Movies
Rise of the Guardians, The Croods and Astro Boy
Favourite TV Shows
Supernatural
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
It always changes, really.
Favourite Books
Anything to do with Percy Jackson, I'll be there.
Favourite Writers
...Rick Riordan?
Favourite Games
Pokemon (specifically Black and White)
Favourite Gaming Platform
XBOX 360 and Nintendo 3DS
Tools of the Trade
Mainly Photoshop and Traditional Media
Other Interests
I have an intense obsession with manga.
I still want to die. But it's a little less painful. . You're still hiding. And that's okay. I'll wait. But you have to understand there's only so long I'll wait for before I break again. .. Can you really do this? Please don't bring me up just to drop me back down. Please. I never want to feel this way again. And I'm really scared of you now. I feel like if you come too close, I'll break. But at the same time, I feel that the distance is breaking me. ... That picture destroyed me. You can't put me back together. You can only try to make it look okay. So try. Prove to me that I should go on. And I will. But you have to pu
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I NEED TO JUST DIE I AM SO SICK OF ALL OF THIS PAIN BEING SHOT WILL HURT LESS WHY AM I STILL HERE? WHAT'S THE POINT? I WON'T ACHIEVE ANYTHING I DON'T HAVE ANYONE WITH ME WHAT THE FUCK I AM SO SICK OF ALL OF THIS SO SO SO FUCKING SICK
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I don't cut. Not anymore. I kept my promise. No bloodshed. But instead, I stick needles into my skin. I try to see how far the point can go before blood comes out. I stuck it into my unhealed wound. That really hurt. But there was no blood. . I've also got bruises and scratches now. But no blood. .. I am however this close to cutting again. I just need to find a place to cut.
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